Forgiveness: Difficult and Essential

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As I write, think, pray, re-write my sermon on forgiveness I continue to appreciate this quote.  I read it for the first time a few years ago and return to it again and again.

“One thing you can do is to try to make that person pay: You can try to destroy their opportunities or ruin their reputation; you can hope they suffer, or you can actually see to it. But there’s a big problem with that. As you’re making them pay off the debt, as you’re making them suffer because of what they did to you, you’re becoming like them. You’re becoming harder, colder; you’re becoming like the perpetrator. Evil wins. What else can you do?

The alternative is to forgive. But there’s nothing easy about real forgiveness. When you want to harbor vengeful thoughts, when you want so much to carry out vengeful actions but you refuse them in an effort to forgive, it hurts. When you refrain, when you forgive, it’s agony. Why?

Instead of making the other person suffer, you’re absorbing the cost yourself. You aren’t trying to get your reputation back by tearing their reputation down. You are forgiving them and it is costing you. That’s what forgiveness is. True forgiveness always entails suffering. So the debt of wrong doesn’t vanish: Either they pay or you pay. But here’s the irony. Only if you pay that price of forgiveness, only if you absorb the debt, is there any chance of righting the wrong. If you confront somebody with what they’ve done wrong while you’ve got vengeance in your heart, they probably won’t listen to you. They’ll sense that you are not seeking justice but revenge, and they’ll reject anything you say. You’ll just perpetuate the cycle of retaliation, retaliation, retaliation. Only if you have refrained from vengeance and paid the cost of forgiveness will you have any hope of getting them to listen to you, of seeing their own error. And even if they do not listen to you at first, your forgiveness breaks the cycle of further reprisals. If we know that forgiveness always entails suffering for the forgiver and that the only hope of rectifying and righting wrongs comes by paying the cost of suffering, then it should not surprise us when God says, “The only way I can forgive the sins of the human race is to suffer—either you will have to pay the penalty for sin or I will.” Sin always entails a penalty. Guilt can’t be dealt with unless someone pays.”

Tim Keller, from his book Jesus the King. Pages 98-99.

One response to “Forgiveness: Difficult and Essential

  1. this is special, Matt and your dad has worked very diligently on forgiveness…starting with self 1st and foremost for all the sins and omissions I’ve committed and can honestly say I now harbor NO animosity, jealousy or ill feelings about anyone that’s ever wronged me….because as a sinner…..I needed to forgive self 1st then others. the Freedom I feel cannot be described in words…..just in the spirit the Lord has placed in my heart thanks for writing this as a reminder to me and those who read this exerpt from Tim Kellar ! love you so much Dad

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